Monday, August 26, 2013

The Legendary Cameroonian Generosity (Guest Blog from Mama Bear)


Salaam Aleykum – Aleykum Salaam came the response inviting us to enter. The compound has no doors; instead there is a labyrinth of pathways separated by mud walls protecting the privacy of its inhabitants. We have arrived at the home of Sali, the deputy chief of the village, and his wife Amina, on a Ramadan evening. Amina lays out an ornate guest mat for us to sit on under the shelter of the palm-leaf canopy, and two pillows for our heads if we wish to lay down. The thatched roofs of the village huts gradually disappear with the last light of the day and are replaced by millions of stars above the Sahel.
Although the family must still wait for the long final prayer before breaking their fast, Amina brings us a bowl of water to wash our hands and serves us our meal. A cornmeal soup and crispy white bean beignets (a Ramadan specialty), followed by a tray of fist-sized balls of steamed and pounded millet. This is served with a communal bowl of sauce made of different green leaves with either a bit of meat, dried fish, peanuts, or beans. Using only the right hand, one takes a bit of millet, forming it into a small ball and then making an indentation with the thumb. This serves as a spoon to soup up the sauce and the whole thing is popped in the mouth.
The atmosphere is peaceful, spiritual, and welcoming. They truly make us feel honored to share their food with them. Everyday, Alissa eats at the homes of friends. To understand the extent of this generosity, one must remember the cycles of the calendar year – the long desert dry season the short rainy season for planting, and the “hungry” season. This is the period just before the new harvest when the food supplies from the year before have been exhausted. Two days a week, the health clinic here in Badjouma has malnutrition clinics, such is the extent of the food problem.

Amina and her daughter praying before the meal.

Madina serving the cornmeal soup to break the Ramadan fast.
Millet drying in the sun in the neighbors' compound
The back-breaking job of getting water from the well. There are actually many children who die by accidentally falling into these wells with little or no wall around them.

A community meeting that Alissa initiated to discuss money management - how to create a budget and ways to save.

Alissa's amazing counterpart, Moussa - a farmer who is a remarkable, energetic community activist.

Alissa's favorite spot along the rainy season river, where hangs her hammock in the shade. She watches the women and children wash their clothes and the goats grazing in the field.

To Be or Not To Be or “When is the feast of Ramadan”

Hair has been braided and bodies decorated with henna designs. New clothes are ready, with brilliant colors undiminished by the intense Sahelian sun and successive washings. All the preparations are in place. Now, we just wait. Wait for the Grand Imam of Cameroon to see that first sliver of the new moon. An announcement will be made on the radio. It will be one of the two nights and may not be the same as that in another country. Here it is a determination made by the naked eye and not by astronomical calculations.
We had our evening meal under the stars with friends but there was no moon to be seen. At 6:30am, Madina called with the news: “C'est la fête!” Late the night before, the new moon was finally spotted, bringing an end to the month long fast and ushering in three days of feasting.
Before going to pray at the mosque, our neighbors surprised us with breakfast – a tray filled with the traditional feast meal of rice and sauce with a bit of meat, and tea. Then Alissa and I hopped on the back of a motorcycle in our fancy dresses (not an easy task in front of a crowd of people) and rode off through the countryside to the palace of the Lamidot, the Supreme Chief in the village of Be (Alissa's village of Badjouma is in the Kingdom of Be). The Lamidot's musicians and “griots” (storytellers) play, dance, and sing praises to him. As the musicians prepared to enter the palace, we were invited into the throne room for a private meeting with the Lamidot. He was seated on his throne in full ceremonial dress, surrounded by members of his court also in spectacular attire with long swords. The oboists, drummers, singers and sword-waving griots put on a wild show and we snapped photos.
We were then offered soft drinks (warm, of course). To our immense delight the royal aide opened bottles with the Swiss Army knife that I had brought him as a gift one week earlier, engraved with his name: Sa Majesté le Lamidot de Be.
In another part of the palace, a massive cooking project was underway. Later in the day, every Muslim in the village would receive a feast prepared at the palace.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

3rd Time's a Charm


I have been dreading writing this blog post, which is why it has taken me so long to do so.
Shortly after I wrote last, a French family was kidnapped in the Extreme-North region of Cameroon by Boko Haram, and taken into Nigeria. They were released a few months later, unharmed, and I would like to stress that none of us were ever in any danger, but the incident shaped my, and many of my fellow volunteers', Peace Corps service.

Mogode, being on the border with Nigeria, was the first site to be closed by Peace Corps for security reasons. Over the next few months, the entire region was closed, and about thirty volunteers became homeless. I won't go into too much detail about what it felt like being ripped out of our communities, but if you would like to understand a little more about what each of us went through, here is a link to my friend Shane's blog post about the experience: http://pcmobilis.tumblr.com/post/49118557311/evacuation-my-most-important-blog-post-ever

Most of us evacuees decided to stay in Cameroon, to finish our service in a new community. For me, that community is Badjouma Centre, a small village in the North region. The third time has been a charm in some ways, and a curse in others.

On my good days, I think of how lucky I am to have found such a wonderful and welcoming community, with people who understand the work I hope to do here, who want to work with me to achieve these goals, and who have been so generous in opening their homes and hearts to me. I can count the number of meals that I have eaten alone on the fingers of one hand, and in a region where food is often scarce, that has meant a lot. By starting a third post, I have been given a unique opportunity to start my Peace Corps service from scratch, but with all the lessons that I have learned during my nearly two years in Cameroon.

On my bad days, though, I wonder if I can do this all over again. Learning new faces, learning a new language, learning my way around a new regional capital, making new friends, eating new foods. I have often found myself nostalgic for Fonfuka, my first village. I forget the hardships and the reasons I left, and remember instead the familiarity of it all that can only come with living somewhere for more than a year.

I think everyone has a special attachment to their first Peace Corps village, whether they spend a month, a year, or three years, there. It is the same sort of attachment that one has for their first love. You plunge into the experience head first, you make mistakes but laugh at them because you don't know any better, you try harder than you have ever tried anything to make it work, and if, when, it doesn't work out, you over-analyze the reasons why. Could you have done more? Was it just not a good fit? You eventually forget all the difficult moments, you forget the reasons you left, and you embellish the reasons why you didn't leave sooner. During the two and a half months that I've spent in Badjouma, I've struggled with this nostalgia. Every time someone calls me “Nassara” (white man), or anytime I am forced to answer someone speaking to me in Fulfulde with “Mi famay” (I don't understand), the frustration that comes with being the new kid in town resurfaces.

But that is what being a Peace Corps volunteer is about. It is precisely about being the new kid in town, and as soon as you think you can't take it anymore, people in your market call you by your name, your counterpart excitedly tells you about the projects he wants to accomplish, a community group asks you to come every week and teach them about a new health topic. Just when you think you're about to pull your hair out, you look into the sky after eating a Ramadan meal with your new friends and you see a shooting star. Just when you think you're going to smack the kids that knock on your door all day wanting to come pick up the palm nuts that have fallen from the tree in your compound, you open the door to some kids who hand you food that they have brought from their house.

No, my Peace Corps service has not gone quite how I had imagined, and it sure as hell has not been easy. But it has allowed me to meet incredible people in not one, not two, but three different communities. It has allowed me live in three different regions of this amazing country, to experience vastly different cultures, and to be awed, in some way, by each of these communities along the way. From the mountains and jujus of the North West, to the magical landscapes of the Kapsiki region of the Extreme-North, to the desert paradise I had dreamed of the North – although this journey has not been what I expected, it has definitely not been disappointing.
Women gathering firewood outside of Mogode

The drive into Mogode

Badjouma


Vaccinations around Badjouma


My counterpart Musa and I holding a needs assessment meeting

Monday, February 25, 2013

The Times They Are a Changing


A lot has changed in the past few months.
In December, I took a trip to Uganda with two of my best friends, Katie and Laura. Everything about the trip and the country was incredible. We went gorilla tracking, hiking for hours through the dense rainforest to find our family of gorillas. We were only feet from about fifteen of them, in the wild, and watched as they breastfed, played, and acted pretty much like hairy people. Definitely one of the most incredible experiences of my life, and one that I am not likely to forget any time soon.
Other activities in Uganda included rafting the Nile, going on a safari in Murchinson Falls National Park, and seeing my homestay dad from when I studied abroad in Uganda a few years ago.
Being in Uganda was such a nice break for all of us – we remained in Africa, but it almost felt halfway to America. Uganda is the land of nicely paved roads, cops who do their jobs, the friendliest people in the world, malls, lochs and cream cheese bagels, Mexican food, and beans on toast. Anything and everything that we had been craving for the past 15 months in Cameroon was at our fingertips in Uganda.

Getting back to Cameroon was a bit difficult for everyone after such a wonderful vacation, but I had a reason to be excited – before leaving for Uganda, I had decided to move villages. I had spent over a year in Fonfuka, and while the people were welcoming and wonderful, it was difficult to find work partners, and I was getting increasingly frustrated. One of my friends in the Extreme-North had recently gone home, and this presented the perfect opportunity for me to spend my second year up there. In late January, I finally hauled up to the Extreme-North region, moved to my new village of Mogode, and started my new Peace Corps experience there.

Mogode is everything that I have ever dreamed of in a post. It's a big village in the Sahel region, mostly populated by the Kapsiki people, near the border with Nigeria, with an incredible market, beautiful scenery, and motivated people to work with. In the past three weeks that I've spent in Mogode, I have loved everything about it, even the things that suck and that I know I will soon get sick of. I just love it all because it's new, and it's challenging, and it's challenging in exactly the way that I expected my Peace Corps service to be.
I love the dryness. I love the sun on my face. I love “voile-ing” myself, or wearing a scarf over my shoulders and sometimes head. I love not understanding the languages spoken around me, because I know that I will soon and that's a huge challenge right there. And I love learning new words everyday. I love looking up at the mountains around me. I love sitting with old women and helping them crack open huge mounds of peanuts. I love walking around discovering my new village. I love being hot, for now. I love saying “salam aleykum” when I enter someone's house. I love drinking bil-bil (traditional millet beer) out of a calabash in the market with my neighbor. I love pooping under the moonlight, in my ceiling-less latrine. I love being close enough to other volunteers and to Maroua that it isn't a huge expensive ordeal to go there, yet far enough that I would only do it once or twice a month. I love the culture of just sitting under a tree and talking. I love the traditional clothes. I love having a dog to cuddle with while I watch TV on my computer at night. I love having electricity and telephone service in my house. I love the Grand-North, how nice people are up here, how much they don't “derange”, or bother you. I love Maroua, the regional capital, with its tree-lined, sandy streets.
I know I will eventually get used to a lot of these things, and sick of even more of them, but for now, Mogode is perfect. Peace Corps is hard no matter where you are, and Mogode will have its own challenges, but I can't wait to integrate more, really get to work, and truly make Mogode my new home.

By the way – I also have a new address while I'm up here:
Alissa Ferry
BP 131
Maroua, Extreme-Nord
Cameroun

Beaucoup a changé dans les derniers quelques mois.
En Décembre, je suis partie en vacances en Ouganda avec deux de mes meilleures potes, Katie et Laura. C'était des vacances incroyables. On a fait un trek aux gorilles - marché pendant des heures à travers la jungle pour trouver notre famille de gorilles. On était seulement à quelques mètres d'environ quinze gorilles, en pleine jungle, alors qu'il allaitaient, jouaient, et avait des airs d'humains poilus. Certainement un des moments les plus incroyables en mémorables de ma vie.
On a aussi fait du rafting sur le Nile, un safari dans le parc national de Murchinson Falls, et j'ai pu revoir mon père de la famille d'accueil avec laquelle j'avais vécu pendant mon séjour en Ouganda il y a quelques années.
L'Ouganda était un endroit magique pour passer des vacances - on est resté en Afrique, mais c'était presque comme l'Occident pour nous toutes. L'Ouganda est un pays de routes bétonnées, de gendarmes qui font bien leur travail, de bagels, de nourriture méxicaine. Tout ce dont on avait rêvé depuis quinze mois au Cameroun était devenu réalité.

Le retour au Cameroun après ce séjour incroyable était difficile pour tout le monde, mais pour moi, j'avais une vraie raison de me réjouir - avant le départ, j'avais décidé de déménager. J'avais passé plus d'un an à Fonfuka, et même si les gens étaient incroyables et généreux, c'était difficile de trouver du travail, et je devenais de plus en plus frustrée. Une de mes amies dans la région de l'Extrême-Nord était récemment rentrée aux States, et ça m'a donné l'opportunité de passer ma deuxième année là-bas. En fin Janvier, j'ai pris mes cliques et mes claques et j'ai déménagé dans mon nouveau village de Mogodé, pour terminer mon service du Corps de la Paix là-haut.

Mogodé, c'est le rêve. C'est un grand village dans le Sahel, peuplé de Kapsikis, proche de la frontière avec le Nigéria, avec un marché incroyable et une population motivée. Pendant mes trois premières semaines à Mogodé, j'adore tout, même les choses que je sais sont nulles et dont je vais me lasser très bientôt. J'adore Mogodé parce que c'est nouveau et parce que c'est difficile, mais c'est difficile exactement de la manière dont je voulais que cette expérience soit difficile.

J'adore la sècheresse. J'adore le soleil sur mon village. J'adore me voiler. J'adore rien comprendre aux langues qui sont parlées autour de moi, en sachant que je vais un jour les parler. J'adore apprendre des nouveaux mots tous les jours. J'adore regarder les montagnes qui m'entourent tous les jours. J'adore m'asseoir avec des vieilles mamans et décortiquer les arachides pendant des heures. J'adore me ballader et découvrir mon village. J'adore avoir chaud, en tout cas pour l'instant. J'adore dire "salam aleykum" en entrant chez quelqu'un. J'adore boire le bil-bil (bière de mille) dans les calebasses au marché avec moi voisine. J'adore faire caca en regardant la lune dans ma latrine sans toit. J'adore être proche d'autres volontaires et de Maroua, et le fait que je ne dois pas payer une fortune simplement pour y aller. J'adore m'asseoir sous l'ombre d'un arbre juste pour parler. J'adore les habits traditionnels. J'adore me coucher avec mon chien le soir un regarder la télé sur mon ordinateur. J'adore l'électricité et le fait que j'ai le réseau téléphonique chez moi. J'adore le Grand Nord, les gens tellement sympas et qui ne dérangent pas. J'adore Maroua, le capitale régionale, avec ses routes ensablées et ombrées avec des grands arbres.

Je sais que bientôt je vais m'habituer à toutes ces choses qui m'inspirent tellement en ce moment, et certainement beaucoup de ces choses vont finir par m'énerver, mais pour l'instant. Mogode est parfait. Le Corps de la Paix est difficile ou que l'on soit, et Mogodé aura ses propres difficultés, mais je me réjouis de devenir de plus en plus integrée, de vraiment commencer le travail, et de vraiment voir Mogodé comme mon nouveau "chez moi."